October 18th, 2009
I'm feeling:  stressed
I can't believe that. I don't have time for anything anymore ;_;
Let me seeeee I have been getting mixed results on grades in classes this semester. I totally bombed a physiology test that I thought I did 20 points higher than I got on, which was a huge bummer. However I have an A in psychology and I never go to that class (literally only go on test days) so that's uh, a balance to that at least. I also did well on an exam in my 600 level biological statistics class, and we have our midterm on tuesday, which I am currently not studying for, so hopefully I will get another A and then balance out my horrible organic chem grades too. I have a test for that on thursday, which blows. i also have a test in mythology on friday, and she hasn't really talked about it much so I'm a bit concerned. Not to mention I haven't had time to complete either the Odyssey or the Iliad. At least I've seen the movies and have the class notes about them? :\ I'ma have to spark notes it too just to be safe.
Speaking of exams, I've looked at my calendar for this year and I have at least one exam or quiz per week until mid-november. And then towards the end of that there are several days that I have 2 tests on a day (usually in a row). Why is this semester so difficult? I would love to have the time to worry about what I will take next semester (though I really really want to take virology as my bio class so let's see how that goes) but I don't have time to worry about this semester let alone the next one. Also I think I should maybe not take a class this winter because I need a recovery period. The summer I will definitely take something though, if for no other reason than to give myself something to do.
So I don't have any time because I have to work so much, and I don't even feel like I'm getting anywhere on my credit card. Every time I pay off some, I end up having to use the same amount on it before my next paycheck. I really hope we find a nice matching set of monopoly pieces from mcdonald's. We have several pairs that we only need one more for, and we also have 3/4 railroads. Ugh, if I were to get a pennsylvania avenue, I'd be set and could even buy a new car so brad and I don't have to share. eesh.
Anyway back to work-I think I need to find a new job. We finally got a new GM, who has never worked at petco before. He apparently used to manage at a Lowe's which is nothing like a pet store at all. He doesn't seem like the type of person to joke around or anything and has a creepy pedophile rapist haircut going on. But I haven't really talked to him much, all I know is he bitches that our store looks like shit when he comes in during the biggest rush points, which is a big DUH. In addition to this developing news, I wasn't scheduled to work this saturday (or friday for that matter) so I slept all day on friday (to catch up on my sleep debt) and went to bed at like 6:30 saturday morning. 8:00 am rolls around and my phone rings, and lo and behold it's jarrod from work asking me where I am. "since when was I scheduled today?" "since we had to fire kim and distributed her shifts to everyone else." oh gee thanks for fucking telling me! So I get into work 2 hours late, running on 2 hours of sleep, and end up staying until 3:15. On top of that, some stupid bitch almost hit me because she doesn't understand the concept of staying in her fucking lane while turning left. Then she had the nerve to honk at me, after I had to swerve out of the way on rain-soaked roads. As if my day wasn't bad enough lady! Anyway, Jarrod told jen (the assistant manager) and I presume the new GM that it was his fault I was late because he didn't tell me I had been scheduled. So that was cool because now I won't get in trouble. Oh and the other day we were working together and Oxygen by Colbie Caillat was playing and he said "this one's for you!" It was really funny, especially since he lives with his boyfriend XD
Hmm, happier things. We took Bowzer to the vet to get his checkup and his last shot, and we had gotten a harness for him and a leash and he was doing surprisingly well on it. Everyone at the vet loved him and he was so cute :3 It's really hard to stay in a bad mood when you come home and have a little ball of fluff immediately roll on his back seeking belly rubs (only to attack the shit out of your arm) :3
Even though I haven't been posting I have been reading so pls don't hate ;_;
September 19th, 2009
I'm feeling:  cheerful
NEWS AND STUFF.
I got a new ipod--one of the really new ones, with the stupid camera that only takes video (ugh if it took stills I would actually use it). I only got the new new one because it is freaking shiny as hell which I thought was going to look stupid but it looks fabulous. I got a yellow one, and named it Aurum (latin for gold :B) but the green is GORGEOUS as is the red and the purple and the orange but I don't regret my choice at all. I love it.
Even more important news is I GOT A FREAKING KITTY. He is sitting on my lap now, watching in interest at the moving stuff on the screen. He's 3-4 months old, black and white, and his name is Bowzer. I know the mario antagonist is spelled with an S, but I like the Z better and I only named him that because it's a fabulous name for a cat. He has stinky farts :( I adopted him from the foundation that has some cats at my Petco, and he is so sweet. I don't know how he wasn't adopted before but I'm glad he's mine! It makes me sad to think he hasn't had a super loving home before :( but at least he has one now! Yay!
Doesn't he look so content? :)
In other news I have 3 exams this week (Bio data analysis, organic, and psychology) and one quiz (physiology). IT SUCKS. also happening this week is my grandparents are coming to visit, but aren't staying in DE overnight. On thursday they are taking me (possibly brad if he can get off work) to dinner and we are going to be sociable and stuff. I am not looking forward to it that much but oh well. Not that bad I guess.
Our ceiling fan in the "dining room" like, popped earlier and half the sockets/electrical sources in our apartment didn't work. Brad called the office and went to a maintenance request line, and they came to fix it probably within an hour-it was AWESOME. so now everything works again yaaaaaaaay
Brad understands why zack and I rag on diane so much. Zack was over here for a little weekend celebration last week and diane was arguing with him about bus schedules. And then argued with brad about computer stuff, and insisted little Bowzer up there "was practically calico, or part siamese". -_- Also she is all like DO YOUR DISHES and I'm like THEY'VE BEEN THERE FOR 10 HOURS I WILL JESUS. she doesn't even put her shit in the sink. Or wash the dishes of ours that she uses. FUCK. I hope zack becomes our roommate next year ~_~
September 6th, 2009
I'm feeling:  exhausted
I am alive I promise ;_;
SO I started school and stuff on Tuesday. Summary of professors: Organic chem prof is Canadian, and pretty funny. I think he reminds me a bit of Charlie Sheen's brother from 2 and a half men. Or something. HE REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHOOOOOO. My bio statistics class prof is HILARIOUS and teaches via socratic method of calling on random people. I can't eat in his class out of fear I will be called upon with a mouth full of generic frosted mini wheats. So, basically my Tuesdays and Thursdays rock. My physiology professor is horribly HORRIBLY boring and sucks at public speaking and teaching. His power point was random images from the text and brief descriptions. Good thing I read the stuff before going to class. My mythology professor is pretty cool, she's all Greek and stuff. She's so TALL! She must be over 6'. It's a really interesting class and I'm glad I can take it for my elective! I dunno much about my psychology professor except he kind of dissed neuroscience which is angering. Basically he was like "yeah neuroscience has come far but who cares about WHAT happens, all I care about is the deep underlying emotional issues behind it!!!" all this while I was sitting on the floor because all the seats were full because I was like 5-10 min late because I had to bring brad to work and catch the bus back to campus and wah.
i LOST MY IPOD. Well it either got lost or stolen but I don't care because I don't flipping have it. And I a) don't get paid for another week and b) need to wait until after 9-9 when apple has their shindig releasing the new nano and stuff before I can buy a new one. I JUST WANT A YELLOW IPOD THAT CAN HOLD ALL MY MUSIC (19gb). fuck the camera, fuck the bigger screen, GIVE ME MORE MEMORY SPAAAACE
At work the other day, one of my managers (Jarrod) and I were talking to our very pregnant coworker, Heather. We were all talking about when she was actually going to pop, and how her due date was on the 8th. I was all, I bet you'll have her on the 6th!! and then you know what happened at work today? Before we even opened her water broke and John had to take her to the hospital. I CALLED IT, YO. And before she popped, this morning she was like "yeah it's gonna happen today, because my car wouldn't start this morning." So now I have to work her closing shift tomorrow which, you know, isn't that bad because I need the hours to get money but damn if I wasn't looking forward to a day off. At least I have off in a week D: At least I get to sleep in tomorrow ;_;
Haha at work this guy was buying crickets and some other crap and I was making conversation with him because there was nobody else up front and nothing else to do so I asked what he was feeding the creepy crawlies to and blahblah. Oh plus it was taking forever for the crickets to get up front because it always takes forever. Then again I think he was the guy who got 72... anyway we were talking reptiles and I commented, "well you didn't buy any rodents so I know you aren't feeding anything to a snake," and he replied "yet, I want one so bad" and we talked about the snakes we have and stuff and I told him how the super expensive columbian boas are awesome to hold but the ball pythons are bitchy as hell, and he was like, "wow that is so awesome." I'm pretty sure he wasn't just talking about how awesome snakes are, but more of the fact that I want a snake and like to play with them and stuff. He was totally checking me out :v Not that I'm in the market but it feels good, you know?
I better go do homework =_= later I will have some of the white wine that Zack made and is stashing at our apartment. He brought it over today and there's a bottle in the fridge becoming chilled. It better be goooood~
August 5th, 2009
I'm feeling: tired
I'm hearing: boxes being ripped open without me ;x
GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaate unpacking! That's right, Brad and I have successfully moved into our apartment. There are boxes everywhere and stuff in even more of everywhere. We got here on the 1st, and have been unpacking EVER SINCE. There is still so much to dooooo! I'm really glad Diane isn't here yet because her room is kind of storage right now. :V But it's almost empty! Then all that's left is the living room which has half of my stuff in it ;_; However I did get the most important things set up, like the couch and the bed and the TVs and my lobster collection >_> I really should be unpacking more right now (I mean I was not that long ago, probably half an hour ago??) but I'm tired! My feet hurt from WORK TODAY.
Oh yeah I got a job 8D I got hired at petco. Today I got to play with the ferrets (I want one so bad, I have one picked out for when I spontaneously find $500) who are adorable and sleepy and I got to make friends with a bird, who tasted my finger before he decided it was suitable for him to step onto. He gives kisses! If I had a random $1200 I would buy him and a cage and stuff too because he's really chill and quiet and sweet. I got some live mice for some guy to feed his reptilian friend today, and I got someone a hermit crab, and I got scratched up by an adorable german shepherd puppy named Diamond (what a retarded fucking name, but she was so cute and soft!) and I helped my coworker Shelby from Virginia unload some cats that some pregnant bitch dropped off this morning onto a manager from Burger King who had just come in to buy cat treats. ALL ON MY FIRST DAY! It's not so bad so far, except my shirt is too big :<
I had to get khakis yesterday, and I found some for $12 at a Marshalls/Homegoods while we were in there looking for stupid stuff like oven mitts and all that. We also picked up a pair of cuuuuuute halloween coffee mugs. We really shouldn't have, if only because as I unpack more stuff I keep finding MORE FUCKING CUPS. We could probably have a party for all of Congress and have cups left over. Blah!
I have located a worthy tattoo parlor at which to get my pokemon tattoo touched up, as well as to get my next tattoo, which will be a lobster. Their website is www.pinstrucktattoos.com if you guys wanna check out their portfolios. I like the first guy the best, I think. Anyway I think it was Evan who gave me this really ornate decorative stylized lobster christmas ornament and I'm going to bring it in and have them sketch it when I have money. That will be my first big frivolous purchase now that I'm here. Brad and I have already spent like $200 on stuff that we needed since we got here. Including a 20 lb bag of rice for $5, and some delicious chocolate flavored ground coffee. Soooo good. (Drinking some now ;D) But yeah that's all that's been going on in my life right now. You know, those few things =_= I better get back to unpacking ;_;
July 23rd, 2009
I'm feeling: lazy
so what is going on in the life of moi? well for starters brad and I had that yard sale I mentioned in the past like 5 posts. collectively we made like, $350. oh, also went to the wedding of brad's cousin. It was a catholic wedding. for those of you who have never been to a catholic wedding, it was weird. it was all about Jesus, save for the vows and "I do"s. Then it went right back to being all about jesus. Pretty crazy if you ask me! There was an open bar and the dudes didn't even have the stuff to make a mojito. I want one, damnit, it's like 3 ingredients how do you not have it. Jerks. I got some white wine though, and then brad drank half of it, and then this mysterious pink fruity drink that supposedly had 13 different types of alcohol in it. it's all ethanol to me, bub. He was pretty tipsy, so I drove home. He has some driving issues even when sober, like being tired and not noticing he's driving on the wrong side of the road...etcetc.
speaking of his car, we took it in to have it looked over since we're making a 600 mile drive in 8 days (X_X) and it needed a bunch of routine maintenance stuff. total came out to be $1160 or something absurd. yeah that was a shocker, apparently brad nor I can read a car place bill. maybe they shouldn't have "TOTAL SERVICE 560.74" written in the middle of it >:|
so yeah we're moving in 8 days and jesus that's scary. I have packed one box. I need to hop to it ;x you can't really blame me I suppose, packing is so boring. in the past when we've had to move because of jobs for my dad, the company always paid for the moving truck and the movers. the movers would pack EVERYTHING and it was nice because unpacking is much better than packing. so yeah. oh also on the lease it said our apartment was I6 but I just got an email today saying it was A5 in a different building. I was like >:| I hope this one isn't on the 3rd floor, because the other one was on the second floor and that was grumble worthy enough as it is. plus we have lots of large, awkward furniture to move up, including the couch from IKEA we'll be getting in a few days. waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.
I dunno what else to write about really, I should proooooooobably go downstairs and start packing ;D
July 5th, 2009
I'm feeling:  annoyed
so remember a few posts ago I posted about that guy travis? well he texted me today with a generic greeting and I replied and he ignored me (surprise surprise). I sent him an IM telling him to cut the crap (what crap? he asked) where he contacts me after a long period of ignoring me and then ignores my response, and then he goes and tells me in a very brief conversation that it's my fault that he doesn't talk to me. says he thinks he's doing me a favor/that it's for my own good. he stopped talking to me last time over something STUPID on facebook: either where he was located in my top friends (hard to stay at the top when you don't fucking talk to me) or on one of those stupid tag-your-friends things that were like mr cool and miss grumpy but mine was pokemon because I am a fag. what a stupid fucking reason to stop talking to someone. the weird thing is the other day I was thinking of removing him from my friends because it implies you know, CARING. he said he didn't respond to my facebook status comments because he thought I was insulting him. I commented twice, once on one that said he is sleep deprived ("so what else is new" I reply, because he used to never get any sleep at all ever) and the other was that he was irate, so I commented with like, "Currently Listening To: Linkin Park - One Step Closer" because I thought he'd find it funny. I shouldn't be surprised that he thinks everything I say is a goddamned attack on him because he is psychotic. I'm not going to bother anymore, fuck it jesus christ
in happier news, one of my good e-buddies, Eric, sent me an email! I hadn't heard from him in a while because his (new) wife is uncomfortable with him talking to me for some reason (I sent him an invitation to my high school graduation- wasn't expecting him to come, just wanted to share it, you know?) besides, he's 7 years older than I am and I have always only seen him as a friend. He let me know about his wedding and stuff and sent me a picture from the reception and from his honeymoon and I was overjoyed to have heard from him because he really is a great guy! I still have to write him back but since he took a few months to get back to me a few days won't hurt I suppose.
uh yeah things have been pretty busy around here lately, surprisingly. mostly to do with the yardsale we were supposed to have this weekend. I am pretty glad we didn't actually have it this weekend though because it was rainy and I have been a hardcore insomniac lately (case in point). yesterday we spent a bunch of time pricing stuff. I apparently had a lot more stuff than I thought. If everything is bought at how much I priced it, I'll make $210. brad is better off, he's not done yet and he's already up to like $450. but he has a couple TVs and a computer and some other electronics so blah. next weekend I'm going to a wedding! brad's cousin anna (I think) is getting married. I've never been to a wedding beforeeee! I'm pretty excited. it's at 7pm on saturday ( pretty late if you ask me!) so we can still do our yard sale next weekend. oh and mom is paying me $40 to remove the wallpaper in the downstairs bathroom tomorrow. should be an EASY forty bucks.
gahh I should try and sleep. before I do though you should all get the new album by The Dear Hunter because it is amazing and they are amazing and go buy their stuff and see them in concert because I love them and would have sex to this guy's voice.
June 30th, 2009
I'm feeling:  good
huaaaaaaagh why can I never get to bed at a decent hour??
things are pretty sweet right now and by that I mean holy fuck am I spending a lot of money. Well most of it was for school stuff. Sunday, brad and I went to his house to go through all his shit for the yard sale we are hoping to have this weekend. we were there for, seriously, five hours (almost six). and we're not even done. my god, he has so much juuuuunkkkkkkkkk. anyway while he was unpacking his closet full o boxes, I was dicking around online and decided to check out some websites for buying my textbooks for next semester. found a new copy of my orgo book for half the price the bookstore in DE was asking for it. scoooooore. spent $220, and what I have left to pick up in DE (because I couldn't find the right copy of my psych book...) should be arounnnnnndddddd $180ish. maybe a little more. not bad considering I thought it was gonna be like $600 total, not $400. also we had chinese today. it was good.
I think brad is going to be more focused on art stuff. hard to tell right now, since we've been busy the past few days but hopefully the last talk I had with him has the desired impact! today we went shopping at a few places, because one of his cousins is getting married and we are invited. I've never been to a wedding before! I'm kinda excited. brad doesn't understand why I need a new pair of shoes for the dress I conveniently have (it is really cool, burnt orange mostly with big brown and ivory flowers, I bought it in DE because it is awesome). boys. or should I say girls, because I probably have a pair of shoes somewhere that would go with it well enough. but where's the fun in that??
hehe, a few days ago was diane's birthday, and I was doing something in my room somewhere and brad thiefed my phone, stole her number, and called her to say happy birthday. note they have never met before or really talked at all (though they saw each other a few times when brad and I were webcamming while I was at school). it was kind of funny. should be fun, all three of us living together when they're practically strangers to each other. the other day she was like hey are you still bringing that desk you said I could have to the apartment? and I was like ehehe. I don't know if I am, I kind of want her to get her own freaking furniture since brad and I are seriously bringing most of everything. dishes, silverware, couch, dining table/chairs, vacuum cleaner, several cushy chairs, multiple tvs, lamps, kitchen appliances, futon etcetc. I think so far she is bringing her own bed and an iron/ironing board. ;P
the other day I found the charger to my old gameboy advance SP! I was worried because I traded in my DS to get the DSi (which doesn't have a GBA slot, for those not in the know), and maybe I would want to play my classic GBC games, or GBA games. so I found it! and also I found out the internal clock in my copy of Pokemon Silver still works, and all my mans are still in tact. shut up I spent so many hours on that game. it was the bestest.
hnnngh. should probably get to sleep, I should also probably wake up early-ish tomorrow because we're going to do more of brad's yardsale stuff, and also going to see the new transformers movie in the evening with our pal jake who works at the movie theater, and probably our good pal kevin. maybe there will be an epic pokemon battle thrown in afterwards. :3 should be fun!
June 25th, 2009
I'm feeling: stressed
hi, it's 3am, and I am awake for some stupid reason.
so I got laid off from my fireworks job. Laid off from a temporary 3 week job. something about having to cut hours. and my radioshack interview (which was moved to today) went well, and they liked me, it's just that I am going back to school and they don't have temporary summer jobs. I might have to apply to the grocery stores and/or king's island. I hear KI barely pays above minimum wage, but as brad said earlier, I guess that's better than zero wage.
I reserved the moving truck today. It's gonna cost us around $400 for the rental. We decided not to put brad's car on a tow thingy behind it so that we can not be forced to sit in the small cab of a penske truck for ten hours. besides, they only have like 2 seats. and it is somehow cheaper to drive the car separately. we have yet to go through our crap for yard sale stuff, and we still need to pick up our fabulous couch from ikea. money is going to be an exceptionally hard thing to come by soon. so much for my "this was supposed to go towards a new car" fund.
brad mentioned maybe rethinking his career path. it would relieve me of a lot of stress, let me tell you. sometimes I feel like he isn't very committed to being an artist and going to art school, seeing as he's been sort of half assedly working on his portfolio for the past couple years. even when I wasn't here to distract him (and I am somewhat bugged by that-I would be totally fine if he wanted to work on art stuff while spending time with me, or even before he comes over here, as long as he didn't like, interrupt mid-coitus and decide to sketch beasties or something). he says he doesn't know what he would do, if he weren't going to art school. he likes science, he just thinks research would be boring and made a bunch of other excuses about why he couldn't be a scientist. he asked if I wanted him to not go to art school... it's not that, it's just that at this rate he isn't going to get into it anyway because his portfolio is nowhere near finished. I keep nagging him about it to do it, he gets annoyed because he insists he will and that I don't need to nag him, but when I don't, he REALLY gets nothing done. I think he needs to seriously rethink what's going on here.I love him, a lot, and I want him to succeed. I just think he needs to really focus on things, instead of letting himself be so easily distracted by video games and movies and whatnot. that was a long paragraph about negative things. it's just making me anxious, him not getting it done. I'm a little panicky about it. I can only bring this crap up so many times. it doesn't even matter. I've brought it up like 3 times since I've been back and not much has been done. I don't know what I should do. just being here and being supportive isn't cutting it.
a couple years ago on somethingawful I made friends with this guy named travis. he lives in michigan and likes guns and stuff. I went and visited the university of michigan, which he lives near, and met him irl with my mom and it was pretty chill. he came down here and stayed at my house one weekend too. we played super smash bros and he took me (and brad) to a shooting range and I totally shot guns and it was awesome. I could kill someone provided they stood very still about 25 feet away from me. anyway. there was some rough patches in our friendship and he stopped talking to me for like half a year because he was a little crazy and thought it would be better to completely ignore me rather than tell me what was going on. I used to call him travioli and he got a tattoo of a dinky ravioli on his hairy-ass chest because of it. after that weird 'break up' thing I finally got him to start talking to me again and it wasn't ever the same. the last time I talked to him he was upset because he wasn't up super high in my facebook top friends. that was several months ago. he still updates his facebook and I've reached out a couple times, commenting on his statuses or whatever, but he never responds or anything. we used to talk for hours every day. most days I don't think about it but I just saw he updated his status about the new transformers movie and I dunno. I miss what we had. there wasn't really any reason for us to stop talking but it ruined everything. apparently 3:30 am makes for a whiny Julia. I think maybe I should text him but he would probably ignore that anyway.
so my textbooks for next semester are going to be somewhere between $400 and $600. maybe more, there was one that didn't have a price. of course I need to shop around but it's still mind boggling. I am going into the wrong business. maybe after I win my nobel prize I can write part of a text book and get lots and lots of money by exploiting college students. speaking of nobel prizes, I'm reading a book called DNA by james watson, of watson and crick fame. the guys who discovered the shape of the DNA molecule. it's really interesting, it briefly goes into the processes by which stuff was discovered. like when the biotech companies were racing to farm human insulin in bacteria. mammalian DNA has a bunch of excess bases, which bacteria don't have any way of dealing with, so they couldn't just cut and paste the genetic code for insulin straight from human DNA. one company reverse engineered it from the RNA. soooooo cool. I hope I can come up with some of this novel stuff to get around problems like that. that's one thing I can do that my sister probably can't: win the nobel. I love my sister, have no problems with her. I just want it to be clear to everyone that we aren't the same people and that I do different things than her and I'm just as good in my field as she is in hers.
man I need to cheer up.
June 7th, 2009
8D @ 12:22 am
I'm feeling:  blah
Iiiiiiiii got a callback about a job! My mom saw an ad in the local paper for a fireworks shop out in bumfuck Ohio (while you may think all of it is like that anyway, not ALLLLLLLLLL of it is...) that was all blahblah apply in person blah employment ends July 4th. So I was like, what the hell, and Brad and I drove out there and applied and I got a call the next day! My first day of work is this coming Saturday, starting at 9am D: but hey, money is money I guess??? The guy said it'd be $8/hr and that the first week or two would probably be around 25 hours but after that it'll be 40+ with overtime opportunities.
I should make enough money to pay for the move out to Delaware, the new furniture we'll be buying beforehand, and HOPEFULLY hopefully I'll be able to get my tattoo touched up. I never realized how bad it looks until I took another picture of it! Ugh, the color is all splotchy and the lines aren't all the same thickness and D:! I found this neat place about 20 miles away that had some impressive stuff in their portfolios so I was planning on going there. :B
IIIIIi have the Silent Hill theme song as my ring tone 8) it is totally bad ass. It's the one from the opening scene of the first game and it is SEXY. In other related news I am pretty excited for the Silent Hill wii game, Shattered Memories. No combat, and the game customizes itself to your actions as you play? FUCK YEAH. I am allllll about running like a pussy. Man, silent hill games are scary. Brad and I were playing 3 yesterday (well he was playing and I was watching) and the fucking carousel was all creepy with twitchy horses and wah :< IIIIIIii had to beat that boss because brad is retarded and doesn't understand the concept of staying out of reach of their weapon but hey what do I know! :V
In other game related news, Japan wii owners get to have some sort of pokemon brothers brawl MELEE game coming out soon, it looks pretty nifty. I kind of want to get the pokemon ranch thing for wii but I don't have ten bucks right now. GOOD THING I JUST GOT A JOB :V
Brad right now is at his friends' graduation party still. They are like his bff from high school. I was there earlier but I wanted to shower so he dropped me off about 2 hours ago. He better be getting here soon... he said he was leaving soon. Not like he hasn't been with them for like 10 hours now or anything :V I just don't want him to be too tired to hang out with me some more. Tomorrow we're going through our shit and finding stuff we can sell in a yard sale before we leave, which should be interesting. I told him I'll go through my stuff first because he needs to work on some artwork for his portfolio and also apply for more jobs tomorrow. I hate to nag but sometimes I feel like I really need to. I'm going to be an annoying wife :S
June 3rd, 2009
I'm feeling:  awake
I'm hearing: cold case on tnt
Whatup. I'm hooooooooooome! I mean I've been home for a few days but...I've been a bit distracted :V I mean my computer wasn't even set up until like...yesterday. Over winter break it wouldn't connect to the wifi here, and it still wouldn't, so I had to use my 100 mile long ethernet cord. but hey at least I have internet!
man, opa sent me a really annoying email the other day. he was in africa, and was in limited contact with my family because it's pretty expensive to have a satellite phone I guess? and if I were on a month long safari I would be more interested in the animals I was seeing than getting in touch with family other than to say "no, I haven't yet been eaten by lions." So it seems he is making up for lost time in annoying everyone! He called my mom on her birthday and was like :V i BET YOU COULD GET A JOB THAT PAYS $2K/MONTH. happy freaking birthday mom. anyway this email he sent me was like, totally discombobulated. I want to kill him. He keeps bringing up my sister's ex boyfriend adam who he has a wrong impression about (he was a dick, but he has it wrong about why), saying that he was holding my sister back/taking advantage of her. So he's like DON'T LET BRAD DO THAT TO YOU YOU HAVE AMBITIONSSSSSSSSSSSS except he brings this up all the time and my grades have not suffered because of Brad or anything like that, so his worries are baseless. And then he brings up what happened to my stupid cousin Jasmine, who got knocked up at 17 or 19 or something and is now raising her stupid son Tyson alone. He's all, don't end up a single mother!!!!!!! WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM I'M NOT STUPID. Ugh. He has higher expectations for me than for Jasmine and I am sick of him comparing me to EVERYONE. I am different than everyone else you are comparing me to, my experiences are different, my situations are different, FUCK OFF ALREADY. God. And he goes on and says I WANT TO HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. well then stop bringing up this stupid shit I mean you know me even a little bit, you know I'm not stupid, but then again your opinion of me is polluted by whatever stupid crap my dad whines to you about when I won't listen to him about whatever stupid shit! AGUHGFDGHISDJogdf I hate familyyyyyy
I've been applying for jobs since I got back and really should put a resume together so I can maybe get a job not in retail... if only places were hiring ~_~
Man I have nothing really to update on except I looooooooove my new phone and I looooooooooove being home with Brad. :B
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